I don’t like going to school anymore. I hated it up through middle school, then loved it, and now I hate it again. I don’t even know if I want to learn about computers anymore honestly. My attention span seems to be getting smaller and smaller each day and I have become restless. I’m determined to stick it out though.

I miss being a kid. Things were easy; everything was simple. Small things in life were greatly appreciated.

I don’t like relying on people for things - mostly money from parents. I’m ready to get a real job and become self-sufficient. This goes for things other than money as well.

I worry about anything and everything way too much. If I could just let go a little I would probably have a lot less stress in my life. It seems as if I can’t go one day without completely overwhelming myself. I’m always looking forward which just makes me feel more lost. I have a lot to feel blessed about and I need to remember that.

Finally, I need to gain more faith in myself. Worrying about everything and everyone else has just made me lose my own self-worth and confidence. I’m ready to feel proud of who I am.

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posted on April 3, 2012